As I sit here and slowly think of things to type, I can't help but wonder what I would be doing if I were at home. Would I be doing the exact same thing as I am doing right now, or would I actually be working on something productive? Not to say that blogging isn't productive, but it's not something that I can actually use on a resume or portfolio. But to be completely honest, I don't mind doing what I am doing right now. It's fairly relaxing to just chill and not have to exercise my mind working on a new piece of art or song, but it's definitely not a habit I want to fall into. I do, however, want to develop the habit of having something creative to look forward to when I get home from work or some shit. Technically I do, because I've been fucking around with Corel Painter X for a while, but it's not like I have any solid ideas or anything cool to work on.
I guess I've been wanting to screen print some shirts lately, but I do not have any designs. Hey! That is something that I could start working on, some sick ass designs or something. Yeah... I'll do that.
Which leads me to my next thought; This is exactly why I wanted to start blogging more often again anyways! I believe through the logging of thoughts, I can discover things about me that I wouldn't be able to discover if I were to simply vegetate. And aside from using this blog as a vehicle to transport myself from boring and uninspired to interesting and insightful, I must admit that I'm using it to whore myself out. Because... you know... who doesn't like to be noticed from time to time? Shit, I don't even know if anyone will read my shit anyways.
On another note, today was the first day of my last week of work before I'm off for two weeks. I'm pretty excited because it will be the first time in a long time where I won't have shit to do. So I will probably use that time to work on some art, web, or portfolio stuff. I'll miss my work for those two weeks and my desire to leave completely or just have a vacation has subdued ever since summer started, but I know that it will be good for me. Thinking about it, I really do enjoy work, I just can't stand my fucking boss. She's okay, but I can't stand the dino-looking bitch. I would elaborate on this thought, but really don't feel like complaining about work. I've always been annoyed with people that constantly complain about work and don't do anything to fix their problem. But as far as my job goes, I have awesome co-workers who are very fun to work with, and the joy of working with them outweighs my hate for my boss.
Well, it's 10 now, My Name is Earl is on and I just realized that this show has a great formula for story possibilities. Aghu, fuck it, who cares. I'll wrap this up; Tonight when I leave, I'll probably stop by Jack in The Box to pick up a few burgers. I'm hungry as fuck, then it's straight to Painter... or possibly (and most likely) Grand Theft Auto IV.
I'm not productive at all, ha.
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